What's this blog about?

This is a blog about being twenty and awkward. Or really not being awkward but more or less overusing the term to describe a seemingly normal life. About deciding what to do and say and when to do and say it. About being a hypocrite but absolutely never admitting it. About all the things we say to our best friends, judging others for the same exact things we love doing in our own life. About all the things we think another will know how to do or how to handle it, when really they are just as fucking clueless as we are. About all the things we know and say but never too loudly and never to the people we bitch about wanting to tell. About the inner doubts we all have, and if you say you don't have them, why don't you go eat a big pile of you're a liar. About how we all suck and we all lie and we all know it. About how we all talk shit about those people who are talking shit about us. I'm guilty and so are you. And this is NOT about me wanting to change any of this. Let me be honest, I love opening up a cheap bottle of wine and laughing with my friends about how much better we like to think our life is than yours. And I know you are doing the same thing with your friends about us. And feel free to go ahead and say you don't do it or that you do it with wine that isn't cheap because we all know deep down you are at least lying about one but probably both. This is about what we all think and what we are all dying to say because we know how fucking hysterical it sounds in our head. This is about what we all know, and I'll be the one to say it.